Drawing of Paul...

If you had read one of my posts... the one talking about my drawing that I failed in drawing HIM.

almost two months ago I attempted again- and fix it over and over. Trying to convince my mind to let me do it.

Getting there... there... there... almost there... MY GOD! It was so HARD!

I'm artist for god's sake!

I did talked to one of my friends that I came cross one website about some people talked aboout their experinces. One thing they talked got my attention... said "aliens" put some sort of block on their mind so they can't draw the true them on paper. Interesting. Seemed it happened to me. I knew his face I knew color and all. What was interested me is why am I failing in this?

But now... I am getting there so close. I can see my drawing... HIM... it was like 90% HIM. Not 20% anymore (the one I drew in 1996)

I'm fine right now with that. 90% is good enough for me. Maybe... maybe someday he will remove the block... who knows.

What does Paul look like?

Not easy to draw him but I watched an animated movie called Quest for Camelot long ago. In one part of the movie was King Arthur. When a huge beast tried to attack him, for a minute I swear it was Paul.

Of course, it wasn't him but the way Arthur looks reminded me of him.

So I found an image and put in photoshop to play around with colors.

Here's my result.

I miss his homeworld...

Recently I had a dream:

I was on the planet with gas (Jovian) planet in the sky and moons too...

I'm back?

I was standing on the land, in front of me was ocean...

I could see the sun setting but it looks bit bigger than Earth's sun...

I swear there is someone standing next to me but never got a change to look at face...

There are several rocky "tower" (rock formations) in the ocean- one bit large on my right...

On my left, was sort of mountain/high cliff- there was part of the nebula....

I remember I was talking... seemly I was talking about this view...

Then I woke up. Yep. I wondered why. Who was I talking to?